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April Twenty-Fifth; To Be, or Not To Be, Lonely

Alone…………or lonely? https://www.dictionary.com/browse/lonely https://www.dictionary.com/browse/solitude I’m sitting here looking out the window to my back yard. Today is so different than yesterday. The sun is out, the sky a glorious blue and a breeze is blowing through drying out the landscape … Continue reading

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April Twenty-fourth; What is Wrong With Me?

Empathic much? As a youth, when going to spend time at my paternal grandmother’s on Sundays for lunch, I could sit in the living room, and feel so absolutely alone. This was my family, but I didn’t fit. I could … Continue reading

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April Twenty first; Content…or Content?

Life can at times throw a tremendous sucker punch. I mention my life and times, good and bad, often. Not because I think what I went through was worse (or better) than what others have, or that my life has … Continue reading

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April Thirteenth; Okay, I’m Confused

 Just over a year ago, long about this time of day, I would be hard at work at the job that had held me prisoner for nearly thirty years. Is that actually fair to say? I mean I was free … Continue reading

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March Twenty-seventh; If I Had Only Known the Change That Was Coming

 Today is an anniversary of sorts. This time last year, I was working my last day as an employee for a company I had given over thirty- four years of my life. I was four months shy of a thirty … Continue reading

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Day 85; Footnotes of; There’s the Signal

I knew, that I had a large area to clear between my yard and my folk’s. You know its big, you remember its big. Its only when you start doing the Spring clean up that you are shown once again, … Continue reading

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March Twenty-first; Considering Growth and Lack of Growth, in a lone wolf state of mind

 I’m sitting here alone, with my ever present cup of coffee, listening to the world come alive around me. The distant sound of conversation, the slamming of a car door and revving engine. My dogs outside, barking at any cat … Continue reading

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March Sixteenth; Awakening

 I’m sitting here listening to the rain that began falling long before I awoke. In the earlier conversation with my mother she told me that it was raining heavily when she awoke at 4AM. Once upon a time, in a … Continue reading

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Day 73; Footnotes of a Slow Day

 Physically today was a slow, easy day.  I would look out the window and watch the cats chase bees or think of how I ought to go try to take some photos of the trees that are blooming, but I … Continue reading

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March Eighth; Sight or insight

 According to one of the many weather sites, there is supposed to be a warming trend this week. I’m ready. I need more outside time. I need to be able to open the windows and let the warm breeze inside … Continue reading

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