Every once in a while, I have one of those days when my motivation is flat lined. I sat here today, staring out the window doing a lot of nothing. Well, that’s not fully accurate.
I did spend a good bit of time reading blogs and acknowledging everyone’s amazing efforts and work. I learned some things, I saw amazing photographs, and I looked out the window. I talked with mom a couple of times, she would think of something and call, then later think of something else..and call. We’d talk and then I’d look out the window.
I did feed the cats, twice. The black cat that is a mom, and may have moved her babies under my house, has been hanging around more so I fed her. I told my son that maybe if I get her accustomed to me, we will be able to at least save her babies and they won’t end up as at risk kitties. Only time will tell.
I wandered through some emotional labyrinths. Memories, feelings, thoughts, those things that threaten to drag you down if you allow it, which I didn’t. The sun was bright, the weather wonderful, and I had hot coffee.
We’re not always going to have those days when everything goes all sunshine and roses. We are going to have the lonely, quiet, sad, moments when we dream and wish. And stare out the window.
The one cat that had been allowing us to hold him, hasn’t been seen in nine days. I’m beginning to believe he isn’t coming back. Anything could have happened or nothing could have happened and he may show up tomorrow. Only time will answer that one.
I was supposed to, and wanted to attend a Jeep event today, but got busy writing (and staring out the window) and lost track of time and suddenly it was too late. I didn’t have the money to eat out anyway. Taxes to pay on that unemployment I drew. Its all good though. So since I didn’t do much, how about some random photos?