Quiet Wishes

There were plans discussed. Something that could be shared, that wasn’t. Events and moments that never came to be. Now I know why, now I understand. And I accept, that God knows best.I understand that my purpose, was to fill a space, to be here, for the moment. Listening, hearing, understanding. Offering a way of self healing that you needed.  But everything has a season. Everything has that time of beginning and that time of ending.. Though they don’t completely end, they never fully sever,  the memory, the feelings, treasured within a heart that understands, even as acceptance comes slowly. I would never close that door, never lock anyone out. But I will and would step aside, out of the way. When my purpose is done.
How happy I am for you, who have found your way back to what was missing. How hopeful I am, that this time, the fabric will not fray and happiness will be strong.
I know the pain from before, I heard it in your voice, I felt it in what was not said. It was a soul crying out in an agony near impossible for a gentle heart to bear. Near incomprehensible for an intellectual mind to comprehend. Not merely physical, not singularly mental, not solely emotional, but all. A pain that comprised every part of the body and seared the soul. I hurt for you, ached for the person I knew you to be, even as we have never met face to face. Your heart is as pure as your soul is old.
How happy I am for you now, how hopeful for your tomorrows.
I am glad, that for a time, I was able to serve my purpose, my cause for being here in those moments. I will learn and adapt to the silence as I did before and will do again I’m sure. I know, that you won’t see this, But I think, somewhere in the cosmos you will feel the energy of good tidings.Your struggles have been real. Your pain lasting too long. It is past time, that happiness was your friend, laughter your companion, peace your comfort and love your forever.